没有熟悉，就不会变成陌生人。

 

The song that i recently hear.

it very meaningful especially for those who just broke up by he or she partner.

busy week?

almost every friends of my are busying deal with assignment, tutorial question, mid term exam or presentation.
while i am the only one who still very blur about the detail of assignment and lack of concentrate in the class.
i am lack of mood and motive to do for it.

i know i am under recover week right now.
in fact, there are many things wait for me to do it.
but i cant do it properly eventually.
even cant sleep properly in every night.
all i did was just cried in my pillow or my blanket.

feel so useless and look down on myself.
but, what to do?

Game over

each games have their unique or similar game of rules.
once u break it, that is game over for u.
fortunately, some game still can restart and continue to play for it.

everyone game has many mission that u need to complete or pass through.
if u cant overcome the obstacle den u cant become the winner.
u will forever stuck at the same place and doing the same mission with ur previous clue.
u try and try and try.
finally when u pass through, there has a new challenge waiting for u.
like no ending for the destination.
all u can see is a jungle which cover by a lot of tress, u cant see the end of it.

after conquer or successful overcome all the obstacle, u will see a rainbow with a huge blue sky in front of ur eyes. that the winner! who can feel the freedom and achievement.

pure heart

I'm the human who are not easier communicate with other with my pure heart.

when i do, mean u r the most important things in my life.

i dunno how to end it until u pull out a red card and i witness it with my own eyes by that time.

that is me! 

dunno how to reject people who i love the most. 

dunno since when, my pillow is a place for to me release my tear in the midnight...

if clubbing really can let me forget about my unhappy memories, den i should go for it without regretting.

L.O.N.E.L.Y

my friend asked me recently, why u so hyper during lecture class?

i had lonely all the long way before i enter the classes recently.
wake up lonely, eat lonely and walk lonely.
even my roommate also abandon me.
she sleep over at cyberia.

i stay in room quietly,  i just realized i have nothing to do.
i feel lonely when i get into lonely environment.
all i did was put the music into maximum capacity.
at least my ears can hear some music...

i am really tiring to become lonely.
but at the same times, i used to it.

rm60 gone... ...

the printing shop owner photostat 2 text book that i ordered him a few days ago.
in fact, i just wan to photostat some chapter only.
he counted me, 2 books cost me rm60.
nrm la... but if i count for it is till worth it.
the original price of two text book is rm140.
i just paid half of in, still worth it!

为什么你能那么的自私！
难道你不能把你的时间用在我身上吗？

你知道的！
你知道我不喜欢！
但你却遍遍要这样做！

你不知道我有多心痛吗？
你宁可把你的时间花在那些人的身上，
也不愿意花在我的身上。

还每次编一大堆的谎言！
我真的是忍无可忍了！

你做初一，我做十五！！！

behind story of second hand teks book...

i keep searching for my subject textbook through social network recently.
finally, one of my senior said she found one for me but is her friend's teks book.
i am so happy at that time.
she told me that just cost rm24.
after i barging with her again, she charge me rm20.
before that, she already said confirm is 7 edition teksbook.

today when i received it, is 6 edition teks book.
i found out the tutorial question is not the same.
so when i wan to decide to return back.
she said she already help me gave the money to her frend.
WTF!
mean i must buy this teks book !
her frend even said if u dun like it and sell it.
who will buy for it!
#$!!$%^

i really dunno what to do right now?

1st option- photstat the new edition teks book and thrown away the 6th teks book
2nd option- use the teks book and photostat the tutorial question. it make me spend more money!!!

haiz... my life... ....