Shaking News !

we staring to develop a friendship with each other in these trimester. 

however, she told me that she want to transfer back to Malacca to continue her bachelor of accounting.

ARE U SERIOUS?

it like my heart been cut into a piece.

we always sit together although we are just friend category.

when the time i wan to upgrade you to my best friend category, you wanted to gone away from me already.

it is a sad news to me.

we always sit together in the class, having lunch together, waiting the time flies in library foyer and chatting with each other often. 

i know u keep complaining that you cant study since u transfer to cyberjaya mmu.

but i just wan to tell u that, i will respect to ur final decision. no matter what is ur decision are, u sare still is my best frend that i met at degree trimester 1.

tiring day !

today, i flow and back from hostel to FOM building 5 times.

Very tiring !
the average resting time for today is just one hours, after that u need to rush to ur next destination.

today, i have 2 time partice for malaysian studies role play, verify ptptn document, check ptptn document at admin office and attend classes.

at night, i having management meeting also.

today like HELL !!

busy, keep working, working hard for assignment and attendance. 

lifeless man !

23/8/12

today know as Chinese Valentine day. 

how u celebrate ur chinese valentine day?

well, i celebrate it ALONE.

• eat my dinner Alone
• home Alone
• watch drama Alone
• listen music Alone

i just hoping today can end it faster because i dun wan stay Alone d.

My Skin... ...

after had a trip from Malacca, i just realize my skin is turn to chocolate colour.

maybe is due to i wear a short pants and a short dress during this trip.

however, my mum told me that i already become that dark colour after i came back from my dj club ice-breaking trip.

&*@#$

my skin right now is almost same colour as my sister d.

T.T

u can see my skin have three colour in total.

there are yellow, chocolate and dark choclate.

those the area on my body that can be explore by the sunlight is turn to a very dark chocolate colour.

i must be whitening back at these month and wear jeans when day light.

I SWEAR !!!

FEVER !!!!

no joke !

fever before mid-term exam is like a HELL to me.

especially that is the last paper for my mid-term exam!

that is the most important subject among all of the subject!

that the subject i less confidence about.

that the most complicate subject.

what subject is that?

let me tell you, is ACCOUNTING !!! 

i serious cant focus at all during revision times.

my mind still blur and my eyes keep close together.

my brain keep pursue me GO SLEEP Pleases.

but at last, i did study although just a few chapter.

emotion.........

these day my emotion so sensitive.

i can suddenly be very EMO due to saw other happier than me.

• i will keep thinking, Y the person is not me
• Y i cant get the same way as he does
• Y he can did that, i cant?
• Y, Y, Y, Y, Y.....

But sometimes feel like wan people to care about me after i saw other person is caring about each other.

• i wan get some messages by other people.
• i wan to feel like i be under protect by someone else.
• i wan to have a hug or a little bit of caring by someone else.
• i wan to get other people attention

If i keep going like this, someday my brain will stop function due to cant adapt the change of these emotion.
T.T