emotion.........

these day my emotion so sensitive.

i can suddenly be very EMO due to saw other happier than me.

• i will keep thinking, Y the person is not me
• Y i cant get the same way as he does
• Y he can did that, i cant?
• Y, Y, Y, Y, Y.....

But sometimes feel like wan people to care about me after i saw other person is caring about each other.

• i wan get some messages by other people.
• i wan to feel like i be under protect by someone else.
• i wan to have a hug or a little bit of caring by someone else.
• i wan to get other people attention

If i keep going like this, someday my brain will stop function due to cant adapt the change of these emotion.
T.T