cruel !

y u can put a smile on ur face after broke up?
y u can communicate with other with ur brightest smile?
y u can pretend nothing happen between us and live ur life on?
y u can eat and sleep so comfortable everyday?

these actions are so cruel toward me!
i am the one who act like an idiot who still care for u!
i am the one who feel so sad after saw these action
i am the one who cant sleep well every night. 
i am the one who cant live a balance life right now.
i am the one who living my life with a emo feel.
i am the one who scare of facing people right now.
i am the one who not dare to talk with other people right now.
i am the one who always eating unhealthy meal right now.
i am the one who suffering right now.

do u know?
i guesses u dont know about it at all!
coz u just know how to spend ur extra time and life after broke up with me.
u such a fucking person in my life!
cruel man in the world!